Thank you my Ansika, my only and only friend, who stayed with me in my darkness, when all of the others left. I was the quiet one- I still am… I was the dumb one- I still am… I was the naive one- I still am... but I was never the best version, it was you who made me who I am.
‘If she will say that ‘sneha’ you are fat,
I will say ‘Ansika’ get your eyes checked🤣’
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You know, I can simply say my mummy and papa are the most trusted people in my life. Then come my siblings, for sure. These are my life- these people, so I can’t choose from them, but, you know who is part of this life? My friend- my only friend in the whole multiverse.
P.S. Ah! started as a fun answer, ending with my stupid smile and tears in my eyes. Why am I so reactive and emotional urgh! sometimes I’m like I dislike you ‘sneha’ for being like this but other times I’m like ‘Hey that’s why you are crazy and one and only’ 🤣
You know, both of our family has more trust in the other one, in her ones’ eyes I’m the mature one, in mine ones’ eyes she is the mature one, so, when we are together, we get permission to travel alone. perks of acting all good and nice XD (Hey, we are nice in reality too…maybe🤣)
Why cant I feel anything in my sleep? I cannot even feel myself moving, breathing, and swallowing saliva! I cannot even hear anything, not even my alarm! Some people that I've been with says that I'm moving a lot in my sleep, how can I stop it?
We talked for around 3 hours after this text on-call lol don’t ask what we talked about!! Talked started from my career to her career to the jobs to the politics to the marriage to our family to the world to the school teachers to our annoying siblings to the new restaurant opened in our cities… or what not XD omg we talked too much for real😅
P.S. 2. o Have I told you about my mood swings? They are horrible!!
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Yes, she taught me what it means to respect others, we call each other ‘aap’ even after 7 years of friendship, or should I say sister-ship if it exists XD
Ah! It all started with that single day, looking back at how far we really did come, it surprises me and I love it, I just adore her... I just have faith in her and I trust her.
Do you talk about trust? We know each and everything about each other. Each of the secrets and feelings, even that we used to be jealous of each other in the school. Yes, the school drama XD It is whole of a whole new story, more interesting than the whole of Bollywood together. You know we are never pretentious, we don’t think before saying anything, before expressing anything. And, even after that, we don’t talk daily, yes only once in a week or two. But, whenever we do, it’s never less than 2 hrs or 3.. we know, we both are busy, and we understand that. We know our lives can’t revolve around ‘us’.. how come I’m so lucky *sigh* I still think. This girl used to text me at 2 am to tell me to sleep. (yes, she still has a sleep schedule). She made me the better version of myself, she is the reason for my positivity and my carelessness.. and after all of these years, she is my ‘always’.
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yes, we both have weak eyesight (mine is worse XD) but yes on a serious note:
I always wanted to write to you, I still try, ah! but stupid me, I always have these tears when I write about those who I love, You know ( who am I kidding? You obviously know) I don’t have many people, in reality, I have only you and my family and obv bhagwaan ji, and I don’t need more, I’m just too much happy, to have you... I’m just too much lucky… and I am always here for you, you don’t need to say anything, your action speaks- they always do, someday I wish to be like you, the way you are, the way your kindness radiates, I just love your company, you are too much lovely, just too much…
She is the real sunshine of my life, she is my umbrella in the rain, and she never leaves me alone with my shadow even for a single second. When others left me, at my lowest, she embraced me. I was dying, I was in the dark when she rose- my rising star. She is my sky, she is my sea, she is the one, I can keep on dreaming about my whole life and won’t get bored. She understands me, she knows me- more than I know myself. What more to say, how to capture her essence in my life, I love the chocolates you know, and she is that sweetness, who assimilated my bitterness. I can write endlessly about her because her thoughts are endless. Her thoughts are such a beauty, decorating each of my pages. It is through her actions, she showed me what it means, to have a truly defined beauty with a good heart within.
Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support.
I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized.
he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that.
he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened.
he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence.
i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me
i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction.
after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly.
things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it.
we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe …
our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far?
this has upset me so much its hard to even function.
Even after that will you ask how much I trust her? Even if you do then-
